It is really hard to blog when you have a million other things going on..clean the house, make sure the kid is still kicking and has not gotten into anything she doesn't need to be in..I have been extremely sick these past couple of days and haven't wanted to do ANYTHING!! But blogging has been on my mind so I thought while Sami is in amazement with Aristocats, thought I might sneak one in today! This one might be too deep for some and others hopefully it helps..
I have wandered what my calling was from God...This hasn't been a recent thing by far..I always wonder what I am supposed to do on this earth..what my purpose was.. There has been several things lately that have all come back to prayer..you might have noticed on my FB that I have prayed for alot of people lately. This is because I am coming to the realization that this might be my calling. Ok so if it is..then I AM TERRIFIED..1) I have asked God for this not to be my thing ..ya know..I am not the one to sit down in a group and pray..tried that in college and HATED it.. 2. I haven't been big in church all my life..until recently..growing up my mama believed if you believe you were still going to go to Heaven..So if my calling s to pray someone needs to teach me all the in's and out's...
If this is my calling I need to learn to do it right..ok back to why I believe this is my calling ...I have been praying through faith lately for alot of friends and family..and it seems like God is hearing my prayers..It kinda creeps me out because I will pray for specific things..and they will happen..Let me clairify..not creepy like as in Friday the 13th creepy..but why listen to me out of all these people on the world..creepy.. This has all happened soo fast. This realization that prayer might be my thing on this earth..and if it is I want to make sure..because that is a BIG deal..
ok more aboout this later..sami is now in my lap
praying for all
